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Name: Askmii...and I'll tell yo
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Chitown
Birthday: 4/18/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: hehehe. yo likes... playing my guitar, hanging out, writing poetry...leaving my marks [hehehe], taggin, playing the drums....wow and loads of other things.... oh yea...i think victoria beckham is hot...along with Shane from "the L word", just a little thought...
Expertise: making you feel important...lol
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 3/18/2005

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Thursday, March 02, 2006

 yo. wats goin on. nothing much here. today is a bad day. EXTREMELY. a whole bunch of ppl noticed i was off. and they wanna take me out now lol. watever i'll go watch a movie or two. i broke down too many times...

but my ppls where there so im tryin to be all good and gravy....

***********************************************

If only you could watch me fall
I cannot feel it anymore
The soul you cut the soul you adore
Cannot feel you anymore
Cause you've run through me with the destructive force
I think somehow I gotta see it straight
I gotta get you out of me
But I cannot get through to you

See me I'm down and I get deeper with every breath
See me I'm over the edge farther with every step
See me I'm doen and I get deeper with every breath
Standing over the edge I'm taking my last breath

How I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
And how I feel like I'm starless
I'm hopeless and grayed out
Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
And now I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to burn out

I can transcend you and mentally bend you
But I can't handle the shit that I'm into
I have been blinded and always reminded
Of the things I've wanted but I never could find
I am a part of a world that I hate I wish the
End would come faster my world's a disaster
Can't you see that I;m down and I'm drowning
And I can't keep my head above my wake

I gotta get you out of my veins
I gotta get you out of my blood
I gotta get you out of my scene
I gotta get you out of me

What I'm really trying hard to get down to words
Is the way I fit into this world
Things I survived pushed me to the darkeer side
Because of life as it was the life that was
Yours should've never been mine
But I never could take anymore of this
Cause I'm always gonna get down to the floor
It's a cold gun that I kiss
'Cause I cannot break anymore

Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to fade now
That's how I feel when I'm starless
I'm hopeless and grayed out
Somehow I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to burn out oh
Now I'm starless

*******************************************************

Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start

************************

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
and she's always gone too long
Anytime she goes away

Wonder this time where she's gone
Wonder if she's gonna stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
and this house just ain't no home
anytime she goes away

And I know, I know...

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Only darkness everyday
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
and this house just ain't no home
anytime she goes away

*****************************************

i guess we have to move on right. even though we want to stay in the same place. maybe they'll be happier somewhere else. you can never give someone everything. its impossible. but there are those who try...and at the end get a bad result. well i have to go i have to go play some music with my ppls. peace out

-Marissa


Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Currently Listening
Demon Days
By Gorillaz
El Mañana
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yo

your welcome. I *pop* you

well ysterday was fun lol. yeah. didnt go to school. slept for most of the day. it was G-G-G-GREAT! lol

but...

well today has been a shitty day for the most part. blah dont wanna talk about it. my school is on 63rd and HamLIN (hahaha randomness)

my finger hurts (i jambed it), my ankle hurts (sprained it), my lip hurts (someone punched the shit out of me there)...my heart hurts (.....)

my brain hurts (thinking too much), my eyes hurt (burn like hell), my shoulders hurt (heavy cargo)...my heart hurts (.....)

Fragments. In Microsoft Word it says to revise fragments, either by finishing the sentence (editing it). Sometimes you dont know what to add there so you seek help/feedback from another source.

How about you do the revising? How about you look for feedback? It won't be given if you don't ask right....

I care alot...

because i finally finished my paper! lol..3501 words lol. goth barely made it lol.

right now im at my dads. i know i havent updated all crazy like before. its cuz these lames wont get internet! so i have to come my lunch period and a few other mins to try to check shit online ...i got soccer today *random*

SO exciting...lol naw seriously, i missed it. time to go bak to my comfort zone.

thats the truth

I love you I love you I love you YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING

sorry im so random lol.  lol..........blah. i hate speaking in fragments. Hate IT, with a passion. well i guess im outie. dont wanna say too much. i need to get my excersize for today.

your dearest

-askmii-

PS Vicky, I havent told her...I will though lol. GOD I THINK ME AND YOU ARE GONNA FIGHT NOW! lol jk Happy Vday

 


Thursday, February 09, 2006

I comb the crowd and pick you out
My mouth moves too fast for you to figure it out
It starts eyes closed to fingers crossed
To "I swear, I say
To "I swear, I say"

To hands between legs, to whatever it takes
To drinks at the club to the bar
To the keys to your car
To hotel stares/stairs to the emergency exit door,no

To the love, I left my conscience pressed
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
What did it ever do for me I say
It never calls me when I'm down
Love never wanted me
But I took it anyway
Put your ear to the speaker
And choose love or sympathy
But never both
Love never wanted me

I hoped you choked
And crashed your car
Hey tear catcher, that's all that you are
And ever were
From the start
I swear, I say
I swear, i say


To hands between legs, to "whatever it takes"
To drinks at the club to the bar
To the keys to your car
To hotel stairs to the emergency exit door,no
To the "love", I left my conscience pressed
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
"What did it ever do for me" I say
It never calls me when I'm down
Love never wanted me
But I took it anyway
Put your ear to the speaker
And choose love or sympathy
But never both, no

To the "love" I left my conscience pressed
Through the keyholes i watched you dress
Kiss and tell
Loose lips sink ships
[x3]

To the "love" I left my conscience pressed[x3]
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
"What did it ever do for me" I say

yea im kinda in love with that song right now. and whats funny is that is from fallout boy and im not really too fond of them you know. but yeah. well lately its been ok. yesterday i went to this GSA thing at Curie and met up wit some people up there. It was fun. Amber met her slice of apple pie and people are coming over to my house on saturday, should be fun. Goth i dont kno when im gettin internet so i could actually update everyday...yea sucks tho.

today has been ok.  VIcks thot i was mad at her i dont know why (shes weird) haha lol. i lost the little rubber band thing she gave me for my hair...blah. In division Coss was asking me if me and eunice were going to the military ball...i said no cuz i didnt have the money to pay him there lol...poor thing. Edgar and him needed dates (i think edgar wanted to go with me or eunice lol)... Then me and elmo were talkin for the rest of division. I havent talked to t hat chick in a while man. yea turns out now our divisions are in the same place....but yea

 i went on a field trip to the museum of contemporary art. it was pretty cool also considering our guide was obviously queer lol. she wasnt that hot tho. (i got better...way better!) so i was chillin wit Jacky, Veronica and Carlos (who i  just officially met today lol). We got to school and we all sat together for lunch and we were reminiscing on how Jacky use to have a crush on me and wanted to do me lol it was hilarious.

o shit. lol well i gotta get going to school cuz i have basketball practice...yup yup. state games on monday so good luck to us ...

right after basketball im goin to soccer cuz our first game is in march so yea lol

yea i gotta go!

bye bye chickens

-askmii


Saturday, February 04, 2006

hey my hoes...hahaha lol jk. hey you guys whats up. well i got some time to post today...im over my cousins' crib (Nikko aka DRod n Kimmy!).  WELL ive been kinda frustrated lately like a whole bunch of stuff goin on....grrr..no good...but its all fixed finnaly....

well yesterday i was out late and this chik made me eat when i wasnt hungry dammit!!! Jesus ***lame***

we went to the mall to buy some stuff...i didnt anything. my brother bought a cap and she bought some shoes...yea.  this week has been weird blah. ditched skool alrready no good lol....i gotta stop doing that if i wanna bring my gpa up. but yea...tomorro i gotta be at church doing "church" things lol....lalalala im out u guys i need time with these kids lol...

 

\Love you NIKKO!!/

askmii


Saturday, January 28, 2006

yo

yo

yo

yo

bye.

hey wats happenin homes! yea im here...finnally updating...lalala......

well i gotta go..

peace!



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